Sphinx

For my selective, which was completed recently, was a blast. XD

We did Oedipus the King.

I was in Costumes and it's amazing how much cloth (for the togas) that pins, cellotape, and staples can hold up. XD

We've discovered our back-up plan if we flunk Med. XD

Rain

Why is put his picture here, you ask?

Just because I CAN.

And because he deserves some adoration.

Thank you, Mr. Rain.

I thank you for your contribution to society, and be assured that this will sustain and enrich the minds and lives of many of the female population.

FireWorks

JUST saw fireworks.

I love the ones that give off such loud boom and the ones that go on and on like tiny stars.

Don't need no discos to rattle my bones; I think fireworks give off a nicer bass beat.

=)

Big. Bad. Wolf. BookSale.

I went to a BookSale today in the morning.

Meaning to go since last week, since it ends tomorrow.

A peek.

Mai LOOT.

Bought 24 books, each for RM8. Usually in book shops they'd be like, RM35++.

And I got most of them in pretty pristine condition too.

So I am very very HAPPY.

Whee~ XD

Oh, yeah. Wallie has gone into a semi-retirement; his more feminine brethen has replaced him. (Gift from friends, who sulk when I don't use her)

She's longer and flatter. Black, with pink scribblings. =_=

She's still a little shy, so I don't know her name yet, and quite full, so I don't know if she'll be as snappy as her predecessor when hungry. =)

P.S. Nienna, where's your chatbox?? =(

Humanities

Started my Literature selective classes today.

It was ...interesting. Lol.

We're gonna have to stage an adaptation of a Greek drama, Oedipus the King.

I plan to be the Rock. :D

... Who wants to be the Tree?

Not Again

I tell you, exams are detrimental to health.

At least, to mine.

Sigh.

I also discovered that laughing too much & taking it too easy before exam is not a good thing. It causes precious information to slip through. WTH.

And although I ate a good breakfast and slept (relatively) enough, my brain overheated at the end, till I couldn't even remember the simplest most basic stuff!!!

OHMYFREAKINGEFFINGGOD!!!! DX<

I swear, you know those cartoon pictures of people who think too hard and too long their brain overheats like a machine and breaks down, releasing a cloud of smoke?

I. FELT. LIKE. THAT.

An unpleasant feeling, one I DO NOT want to feel again. T_T My head felt like it was gonna explode!

And I wouldn't have minded it if it DID. At least I'd get to faint and have an excuse to escape the dratted paper.

Who knew that some ink slapped on pieces of paper could hurt me so bad? Guurgh.

The small, silver lining, if very stained silver, is that this isn't the Big One. Yeah, if the Little Ones hurt this bad, what will the BIG ONE do to me?? *headsmacktable*

Next time, I think I'm may have to put Plan D into motion. (D for daring daredevil desperation) I was planning it before this tragedy, and I think it's quite sound.


Plan D :

I need, say, about 15 comrades. The more the better, there's the chance we might miss our target.

We need to fashion or obtain blowpipes & darts, preferably small ones, so it's easy to sneak 'em in.

Then we need to learn to use them effectively, till we can hit small, moving targets with uncanny precision.

Ha, now comes the tricky part; we need some kinda sedative to smear on the darts. I know the orang asli use the poison off the backs of poisonous frogs, but that may be overkill. The invigila- I mean, targets only need to be knocked out. This aspect of the plan I'm not so sure of. Yet.

After all this, we're set. and Plan D can be brought into motion if the need arises. Ah, we also need to be sure to divide and assign targets, though. Don't want one target receiving 10 darts while the others are missed.

Once Plan D is accomplished, it's up to each comrade what to do next. I, personally, suggest we start a fire, with the papers at the heart of it, naturally, and loose the fire alarm. And we gotta do it right, to make it seem accidental, or at least untraceable.

This will buy us some time to cram more info into our abused brains and maybe plot another Backup Plan.

So, any volunteers?

Fireworks

Wheeeeee~~~!!!

Went to a festival last weekend.

Major procrastination, as I have lots more to study.

But, I had fun! Took LOTS of pictures with an SLR camera borrowed from uni.

I think I'm in love.

I love, love, LOVE the camera. Beautiful shots! (would be better in the hands of a pro, not a total rookie like me)

I'm damn damn damn tempted and encouraged to cosplay now. Or at least continue shooting cosplayers' pictures. XD I enjoyed myself so much! And they seemed to too!

And thus my frustration begins.

You see, this event piqued my interest to get an SLR myself and immerse myself in photography, and may be erm, cosplay a little.

And both desires need M.O.N.E.Y.

....which I am short of.

D:<

Yeah I work part-time. So yeah, I got another source of income there. But I don't think it's enough...

Togepi ate my wallet...

Gaaaah!!! Then comes the urge to buy books too. And other necessities like clothes, food and what-not.

This series is at the top of my list right now. The Most Wanted & Unattainable one.

I got a Vampire Hunter D novel at a booksale for RM5. A bloody steal. I enjoyed it very very much, and recently, checked into Borders to see if they had more.

They did.

It's RM30.90 perbook. The ones with Part 1&2 reach RM50+

Sigh.

I think I'll just study now first. At least I know there'll be lots to occupy my time during the break after my exam on the 26th.

STUDY DAMMIT HUMAN.

Peniless

I am feeling very poor.

I think I owe people money left and right... =_=" so the moneh in my wallie ain't mine.

Wallie, naturally is NOT pleased.

He was so unhappy that he slipped out of my pocket in my aunt's car as I left for home in another aunt's car.

So, I spent two days in Malacca peniless, IC-less & driving license-less. Kept praying that no police would ask for my identification. Briefly considered bringing along my photostated copy of my birth certificate, after an image of me screaming, "NO! No! I'm Malaysian, I swear! I warganegara! WARGANEGARA!!" as police officers drag me away to deport me to China flitted through my mind.

Felt like a damn idiot, man.

Had a heart-to-leather talk with Wallie when I got back.

Told him about the extra debts I feel obligated to pay to me mum & dad now, since they had to pay for my trip home.

Wallie is not pleased. He mantains that it was me who drove him to commit that act of rebellion.

Yeah, right.

Anyway, I think it's time to collect my part-time pay from uni to cheer Wallie up, else I may never be able to reach into my bag again without losing digits.

Damn Wallie.

MPH

IT'S FREAKING DREAM COME TRUE, I TELL YOU.

A DREAM COME TRUE.

MPH IS HOLDING A BOOKSALE IN MY OWN UNI.

*shrill hysterical screaming*

*faints*

THAAAAAAAANK YOOOOU, GODDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

TTvTT

I'MMA GONNA BE THERE EVERY FREAKING DAY, YA HEAR ME?? EVERY FREAKING DAY!!!! FROM 10PM TO 8PM!!!!

BREATHE, BREATHE....


KYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!


XD XD XD XD XD


Did I mention how excited I am?

Dinner

Usually, I need to hunt for people to have dinner with, as I stay in library till 10.30pm.

Usually, I eat with only a couple or more friends.

Yesterday, a whole flood of invitations came my way. XD

It felt like God or my Guardian angel had sent me a present, to say, 'Hey you. I didn't forget you, you know. I may have been a little busy but I noticed you seemed a lil' down today. Here, this'll perk you up a little. *winks* '

Thanks, dear. =)

Stupor

After midnight

I shall kidnap you

from the world

And I'll keep you

in my room

Hush now, my love

and hold my hand

Feeling like a sunflower on a cloudy day; I know the sun's there, somewhere behind the heavy dark clouds.

Why won't it come out?

CardCaptor

Sakura Kinomoto & Kero-chan~

Yep.

I'm watching it.

XD

It's quite cute, actually. And since it largely caters to a much younger audience than I, I get really frustrated at Sakura sometimes. I mean, if Tomoyo, Kero-chan, Yukito or even the Brat/Syaoran wasn't there, she'd be killed FOR SURE.

The Brat(according to Kero-chan) & Sakura

Some fanpix I found online; Sakura & Tomoyo riding Cerberos.

Oh god. Sometimes it's so obvious what to do or which card to use, and she still doesn't know. And all her 'Eeeeeh...??' moments... it gets lame as it goes on... =_=" And she's too passive. If Syaoran or MeiLin talked to me that way, I'd bite back. COME ON, have a little confidence here, Sakura? The only time she's aggressive is to her brother, who I really agree with Yukito to having a SERIOUS SISTER-COMPLEX. Cute, and also effectively keeps him single and available to fangirls. =p

And there are the 'crushes' issue.

So many crushes and love triangles peppered about. O.O
Sakura likes Yukito. Syaoran likes Yukito too. Tomoyo likes (to record) Sakura. MeiLin likes Syaoran. Yukito is clueless. XD However, I don't know if Sakura really likes Yukito 'cos he's Yuu or as Yukito.

And oh, the 'possible relationships' hints. Those HINTS. Goodness. These are what fuels those fanfics. SakuraxTomoyo, YukitoxTouya (which I don't mind, =p), and more. Jeez. I sometimes have to remind myself these kids are mostly 4TH GRADERS. And there's Rika, who likes her teacher. Sweet, but let's hope it stops there. And I was surprised and kinda speechless when I discovered Sakura's mum was 16 years old when she married, and to her teacher, NO LESS. Yeah he was a new teacher, but it was a little unorthodox, with this husband and wife pair going to school together everyday. =_="

I like the way Tomoyo's mum reacted to Sakura's dad. XD

Gerroff him, he's mine! D:<

Anyways, it's quite a cute anime show. Although you wanna slap Sakura once every while for being such a numbnut. =_=" (Yukito hints so many times to her!)

=)

TheBoyWhoKnewTooMuch~

Mika's second dose is OUT!!!!

It's AWESOME!!!! XD

Geddit geddit geddit!!!

Itch

Traded words with an ice rose the day before.

Made me smile till today.

I guess I'm easily satisfied. =)

It's thawing, I hope.

I wanna see it closer.

I wanna see it bloom.

I wanna see it today.

I wanna see it now.

I wanna.

=)

A Bomb In A Birdcage

IT'S OUT!

Fidget

Wonder what to say?

Wanna make this balloon float higher faster.

Hope it doesn't pop.

Hospitals and Spock

Hmm. I'm still up.

Considering that I have to catch a cab, and two trains in time for my morning CSU tomorrow.... this is probably unwise.

Ah, heck it.

(8D

Been staying in the hospital since Saturday to help my dad out. It's really not so bad, with it being a private one. Yeah, I understand now why these hospitals' bills are one of the contributing risk factors for MI and hypertension. And how specialists (in knees, no less) can afford to drive PORSCHES.

So, all I do here is help out my dad, which is to fetch stuff, pester him to eat (and finish what he can't), glare at him when he asks for a cigarette, help him in and out of wheelchairs, beds, chairs, walkers, etc., and well, sleep. Well, most of the day I'm bored (along with my dad; but he's in painful boredom).

Being a patient is BORING. Well, depends on individuals, but most likely there's pain too, but BOREDOM rules a patient's life. As with a patient's relative who is accompanying him. Oh god, I swear, just to amuse myself I snack. Which is bad. And gonna make me regret it.

We will evolve into potatoes if we stay here any longer. He, a bed potato and me, a chair/sofa spud. Yahoo. We watched the latest StarTrek movie, the one where Zachary Quinto was the young Spock. (8D

Oh my. Quinto makes a very... nice Spock. :p I LOVE the part where he pawns Kirk. O.O W.H.O.A.

And how is he NOT A FATHER??

.....

Did I mention how BORED a patient can get?

Thank goodness, I can go online here. It's faster later in the evening, 'cos most people in the building here have returned home. So yay! it's FAST. Meh heh heh~

I think I started around 7.49pm. So far, I've got 8 avi vids and 3 parts of Fantasia 1960. The plan's to get the last Fantasia part and squeeze in 2 more avis.

=) Okay. Gonna get ready for bed.

Hobey ho, Hypnos! XD

Elevation

'A stranger is but a friend yet known.'

I think we've just breached that.

Thanks, Guardian Angel of mine.

Touch

Spoke. Touched. Smiled.

I'm hopeless. >//<

Flitting Wisps

I love stories.

I love outlandish stories, ones filled with magic, fancy swordplay and maybe a dash of emotional searching (angst, lol).

People, no, geniuses like Mercedes Lackey and R.A. Salvatore and Simon R. Greene and Garth Nix and Amelia Atwater-Rhodes and so many more, offer windows and portals, insights to many other worlds and wonders. I thank you, and always will love your works of carefully chosen and arranged words.

Call me childish. Call me a dreamer. Call me an escapist, or immature. If that is what you call that I experience while immersed in these pages, then so be it. I'll admit it, even wear those labels proudly upon my chest as to me they aren't labels but rather, badges of honor! and I pity those who laugh snidely and belittle this genre that these books belong in.

Fantasy.

It sounds whimsical and immature. But where would we be, if dreamers did not dream, where would visionaries come from?

So I read and rejoice in such works. Elves, dragons, spells, scimitars, and adventures. All but a flip of a page away. Sometimes when reality is too harsh, when hopes are broken, or when the passage of silent time is too tedious, this is my drug. This is my vice, if it could even be called that. This is my escape.

...and sometimes, I am a little reluctant to return.

And after spending quite a significant amount of time and dreams in such worlds and realms, I can't help but to think of other possibilities that might be. Could there be another ending to this tragedy? Could there be another hidden tale beneath this hero's recounting? Could there be another...?

Such thoughts come to me, like flitting hummingbirds made of morning mist. Images accompany them, with possible stories to tell. As the saying goes, a picture is worth a thousand words, so to me, it's a matter of finding the right words to paint the picture any way I like. I can paint it a cheerful pink, a gloomy purple, an outrageous neon orange or a simple yet mysterious blue.

Yet as these short bursts of trance-like ideas fill me, they evaporate just as fast, like roiling steam from a warm cup of coffee. I try to cling on to those I think is interesting, those that I might spin further, those that might be ...more.

I'm tempted to keep a small Thought Notebook. To scribble down and hold fast to such random rays.

And maybe, one day, might these little seeds be allowed to flower.

Sugar

This song is so so very sweet and endearing.

It's like fine icing sugar, which melts not on your tongue, but upon your heart. =)

I'm Yours

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You healed these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

Thanks, The Script.

Random Queries

If three people held your hands, will you laugh at the sky?
If the sun smiled at you yesterday, would you think of the moon?
If the wind sang in your ears, will you listen to the gurgling waves?
If the kitten licked you nose, will you kiss a puppy?
If a knight gave you his sword, will you carry a wizard's tome?
If a fish flicked water at you, will you burn a dry leaf?
If a word touched your heart, will you pen down a poem?

So many ifs, and so many wills.
If you cannot reply, nor understand, then just answer me this:

If I held out my hand, will you take it?

Haunting Skull

I just had to share this. LOL.

Ida's working at the Medical Museum (MMS) tonight. So Serena and I were helping her and the MMS assistant to put away the models.

Then I noticed that one slightly yellowed skull, with its skull cap missing, had a jaw that didn't quite sit right. It was missing a few teeth too, and some of its sockets were a little blackened.

Wow, I thought. They sure make it look really real. Or... Hmm... *spider-sense tingling*

Well. I tried to push the dislocated jaw back, but it didn't really work. =( The poor thing was scribbled all over too. Some helpful student went and labeled the skull parts in pencil. Grafitti. On a poor skull. Yep.

So I showed it to the assistant. She just sighed and looked despairingly at the skull.

She tried to put the jaw back into place too, but couldn't. "It was fine the week before," she said, while grappling with the joint. "And now... I can't even find the cap. Poor guy..."

That's when we all went, "Waitaminute... Is that... real?"

"Yeah."

Serena and I were like, "Cool...~" Ida refused to touch it. LOL.

The assistant went on, this time speaking to the skull.

"I hope you go and haunt the guy who did this to you. I took care of you so well, and now, look. Go and haunt the guy."

Then she placed it on the shelf.

LOL~ We should like bring black candles and help out too, y'know. XD

So, to the dude that dislocated poor Skully; watch out. 'cause I think I saw a gleam in its eye sockets. XD

Gombak I

This week, I went to Gombak for 3 days.

"Why would you go to such a faraway rural place?" you ask. Or rather, "Where/What is Gombak...?" Well people, I went there to visit the Orang Asli hospital there; the JHEOA Hospital or as we call it, the Gombak hospital. FYI, Orang Asli literally means 'original people', thus this refers to the aboriginals in Peninsular Malaysia. The hospital is specifically tailored to them, as these people live in the deep jungles and would be very uncomfortable and ill-suited to the common, modern-day hospitals. Therefore, how this hospital works and handles its patients (all their patients are Orang Asli; those non-Orang Asli are treated at the Out-Patient department, unless they came for antenatal care) are quite different.

The trip TO and FROM the hospital itself was entertaining enough; we kept getting LOST. XD transportation was up to us, so most of us car-pooled. Those who had cars suddenly found themselves surrounded by friends. LOL. So, I car-pooled with Izaidi who borrowed a car from his housemate, and Miral came with us. This fella... people get BETTER; he gets WORSE. And his passengers (the gals) weren't helping either. LOL. It went like this :

First day : Got lost on the way to Gombak. Understandable, since it was our first time going there.... We left the uni at 6.15am and reached at 7.50am. Another group left later than us and arrived earlier. =_=" We got home without mishap.

Second day : We left at 6.30am, and didn't get lost. In a way, it was good... but we arrived there at 7am. We were supposed to start at 8am. =_____=" so do what? They slept in the car. LOL. I tried to read up a bit and listened to the birds sing. LOL. Our going back trip was more... everntful. XD We had a roadtrip. We were all laughing in the car so hard... and then I realised that the buildings and the road looked... different. We ended up all the way into KL! We passed by the Dataran Merdeka, past the Sogo shopping complex... and none of us had any idea how to get out of there. We picked roads at random and I don't think you can find three happier lost people in the world. We just kept laughing the whole way once we realised we were lost. One will start giggling, then the other two will join in and we'd all laugh and crack jokes till our cheeks hurt. XD But either Izaidi had a homing system that lagged in his head or we were damn lucky with picking random roads, we managed to get out of the loop and head home. XD

Third day : Mira and I were secretly betting we WILL get lost. Again. And... we DID. XD XD We got lost ON the way; but only for a short while, 'cos Izaidi did a quick turn about immediately after the wrong turn. We left at 7am, and reached around 7.35am. LOL. On the way BACK, yep, we took another roadtrip. OMG... XD At least we didn't get as lost as we were the 2nd day... and later dropped by Carrefour for lunch. XD

So yeah, I went on 'roadtrips' this week. XD We were joking how we would end up in Malacca or in Genting, or maybe on a beach somewhere. LOL.

Okay. Talking about the Gombak hospital. It's also called the JHEOA Hospital, which stands for Jabatan Hal Ehwal Orang Asli. To me, it reminded me of Final Fantasy. LOL. 'cos JHEOA is quite similar to JENOVA. TO ME. LOL. If only they had a Sephiroth-lookalike doctor there... >:D

LOL. This post is getting kinda looong. And my fingers are cold. So I'll continue tomorrow. =D

Congrats to M107!!! You all passed!

GIT

GIT can mean two things.

1. Gastrointestinal tract

2. 'denotes a silly, incompetent, stupid, annoying, or childish person ... usually used as an insult, more severe than twit but less severe than a true profanity like arsehole and may often be used affectionately between friends.' -Wikipedia-

1. is not my friend, but other than that, 2. describes 1. perfectly.

Summatives coming up soon. I hate that.

EOS3 coming soon too. I Super Hate that.

Sigh. And yet, I'm still procrastinating. I'm amazed my guardian angel hasn't stuck me down with a lightning storm yet.

Back to work, back to work.

Hopelessly HeartSick

I saw you today.

A breath of pure oxygen,
Laced with adrenaline.

I drank you in.
Marvelling at the way you fill me up.
I took you in.
Easing that unrealised craving at the bottom of my heart.

I agree with Edward;
YOU are my own personal drug.
I can't help it.
Like a chain-smoker pulling in a long drag.

You make my heart stop;
You make it beat again, in hyperdrive.
It's a exhilarating rush.
It's a sudden, special high.

You make my heart smile foolishly.
You make my heart ache.

You make me confused.
You make me ache.

You fill me with longing.
You fill me with an ache.

It's aching.
Aching,
Aching,
Aching.

Dull.

Painful.

The tears won't come;
Should I cry at all?
You create new feelings,
I never knew before.

Now I realise;
That I had erred.
Thinking that distance,
would make this feeling fade.

'Cos with only one glance,
You remind me.
I had never forgotten.
Nor had I healed.

For I am still
Hopelessly Heart-sick for you.

=(

Dammit.

Perforated Heart

Is this a sign from you, oh god?

I'm kinda stunned and in disbelief now...

Why? WHY?

Please let it not be true.... =(

Claire De Lune

Moonlight.

That's the theme for my uni's Ball this year. In French, it mean moonlight.Yes, Debussy wrote a similarly named piece which is featured in Twilight. =)

The Ball was yesterday night, and I had fun. =) Congrats and thanks to the committee! Took many pictures with many people and they were all so good-looking(girls and guys)! So different from their usual attire in uni! I wanted to put some temporary tattoos on the side of my face, 'cos I thought it would be cool and different as my dress was kinda plain, but decided not to at the last minute. =p All I did stick on my face was some small shiny studs at the side of my eye. That led to some people asking me why I was 'crying'. =_=" Yeah, very funny, guys.

I didn't bring my camera, 'cos I figured that loads of other people would lug theirs along, and theirs would be better than mine. I was right. Hehe. Saved me the task of carrying extra weight around that night. =p So now I have to go around reaping what I 'sowed' yesterday night. =D

I also grabbed the opportunity to take as many pictures with as many people I could find. They're all dispersing soon, to places where I might not meet them again, so yeah, this was my last cahnce. =( Hell, I even grabbed some people I didn't know well and took pictures with them too. LOL.

I maybe might be posting some pictures when I get them. =) Let's see how it goes. No promises.

Well, this Ball was fun, but I want the next one I attend, which probably will be the one when I'm in Sem 5, to be The Bomb. =) Extra incentive to stay healthy and tone up, LOL.

But first, I gotta survive the incoming War. The results for my summative was better than I dreaded, so I WANT to keep it that way.

Tick tock, m'dear. Tick Tock.

I like this picture. That's a pink cupcake at the lower right corner, yo.

Here I go. =)

Hunting

I tell you, I'm an Addict.

Once I get intrigued & hooked on something, boy, can I stick to it like a burr!

And when I don't get my fill of it, I undergo some serious withdrawal effects. T_T Can't concentrate much on other, more vital stuff (LIKE STUDYING, DAMMIT HOMOSAPIEN)

Now it's taking ages to load the Facebook page; I think a pregnant woman would've delivered twins and still the page would still be loading. Why???? I want to catch more mice!!! Gyaaah!

Got this from a website that features non-lethal mousetraps. Very cool looking ones. =)

"...Mice?" you ask. Yes, MICE. 'Cause I'm hooked to MouseHunt, people. It's... well, intriguing? I caught 4 mice so far. Haha! So go and try it, it's a Facebook application.

Other than my recent rodent trapping fascination, I was reintroduced to the stress of RO.

This is me. :p

My previous characters have never passed level 30 before. Sad, I know. Now, under lots of guidance and help from my cousin & sister, I've passed that stage and so much more!!! I've even been reborned! O.O TvT So, being more used to running away and being chased by weak monsters, I can finally whup their butts to high heaven! Whee~! XD

Then again, now I'm being chased by stronger monsters so the senario hasn't changed much... but that's why you have your sister to tank you! (Gosh, I'm worthless... I love you, sister mine) While she distracts the enemy, which could be a green blob with a sweet face and a beansprout on its head, I will manage to get in some really cool-looking attacks which will hopefully kill the thing but most probably will blind me too, and that's when another green blob will sneak behind and bounce me dead.

Oh, the stress comes when the three of us teamed up to take on the summoned Big Bosses. This is what you call cari pasal. =_=" Me being the wizard, at least I get to hang back. But I'm not fast enough with my backup attacks... and all three of us lack computer mice sommore... So, with my cousin yelling for support, I get really flustered and end up using wrong attacks or slow in attacking or even attacking the wrong area or getting killed. Usually it's the latter. =_="

Sorry Kor. >.<"

(Okay the Facebook page is up... FINALLY. Oh, no. Now it's redirecting....)

But I gotta admit it was really really fun and exhilarating when we rained attacks on the Big Boss; the two of them keeping it off-balance with their super fast attacks and me at the back with my super slow but screen-blinding attacks. Heh heh!

And to twist the knife, now I can't connect to the RO server. Why???

Gaaaah... withdrawal effects!!!

And I'm also pining for Yui's latest song... Again which is the OP for FMA2 and Khalil Fong's songs. T_T

Jeez. And there my Hemato & GI notes sit, patiently collecting dust. T_T I gotta study some tonight...

6 WEEKS TO SUMMATIVE

...on a lighter but no less excruciating note, the ice rose is still untouchable. And its beauty is driving me mad with longing. (So what if I'm dramatic and vague.. >:p) Sigh. It's killing me, really. Part of me hopes it'll fade, but another hopes it will bloom.

Oh. And of the Vaio I put up, I don't think I'll get it. I need a bigger screen; with that one so small, I'd be wearing coke-bottle glasses in the end and be trying to shove in plate-thick contacts and poke myself blind. I have enough trouble as it is with my existing ones. Gah.

Okay. If you did keep up with me til the end here, thanks and congratulations. LOL.

And Facebook is STILL redirecting, btw.

6 WEEKS TO SUMMATIVE

So get a move on, homosapien.

Garnet Red

Nice?

I thought so.

:)

Metal Armed Chibi

I love you Studio Bones.

Seriously, for what you did. I love ya.

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST IS BACK!!!

The chibi & his armoured bro.

HAHA, I CAN'T WAIT!!! >v<


Now, if only Ouran would be as lucky....

Glasgow? Galway? HUH?

Many dear friends of mine got their matching results today. Nienna's going to Southampton.

Another dear friend told me she was going to Galway.

Almost no one knew where Galway was. One fellow even asked what it was. =_="

I, for one, was confused and mixed up Galway and Glasgow. XD My poor friend had to explain again and again to me that they were two different universities, each being in two different continents.

There were two of her batchmates screaming elatedly as they were both going to Glasgow, and I plucked at her sleeve (we were looking out for anyone else who was bound for Galway) and exclaimed, "You're going with them! You're going with them!" LOL.

Man, I'm lucky she has loads of self-restraint. If not, I'd be in the ICU by now, being the silat pro she is. So sorry, m'dear. :p

So they'll all be vanishing soon, one by one. :( I'm in a kinda bittersweet mood now, as I'm glad they've all made it but I'm also sad because they'll be leaving. :(

I'm gonna miss them.

So to the M107 PMS students; Congrats!

To my dear friends; Congrats! (and don't you DARE forget me...)

I'm gonna miss y'all. :(

Jolt

It's not fair.

It's bad enough that coffee is like cigarettes to me now; they shouldn't be able to give me an almost heart-attack just by meeting my eyes.

IT'S. NOT. FAIR.

I almost died twice.

>.< !! Calm dawn, heart of mine, calm down... T_T

Forked Path

I'm facing a fork on the road where I stand.

NO, NOT THIS ONE.

That's more like it...

I don't know which branch to take. Both will converge again into the main road I journey upon.

One leads into uncertainity. I might slip and fall down into a deep, wet ditch. I might find a rainbow in a flower-filled meadow.

The other is more certain. It is straight and true. Nothing will change. And I will glimpse little rays of sunshine from the other path along the way.

Take the former, some say. Brave the challenge; meet it head on. You could gain much.
...But I'm afraid to take the step, and of what might I meet.

Take the latter, some say. Life is good now; why risk the balance you have now?
...But I'm tempted; what would have happened if I chose differently?

So here I am, pondering. Here I am, torn.

I have to choose soon; there's a storm at my back.

Where do I go from here?

RANT

It's driving me up the wall.

I had a feeling I shouldn't go to the feedback, but I did anyway. YAY ME.

Never knew I had a thing for self-injury. =_="

Halfway through the super-accelerated question bombing, I wanted to perfrom harakiri already.

Thanks sir.

T_T

Everything's not as they seem.

They have secrets hidden in nooks and crannies, and jump out at you with a vengence.

All gone.

All lost.

All down the drain.

Here I am, scattering and tossing points like I don't need every single one of them.

WONDERFUL.

I want to relax, but I think I did that too much already.

T_T

I never actually believed that Medicine was difficult.

I know better now.

It's freakishly, irritatingly, tear-reducing, mind-numbing difficult and it's the easiet way to break a person.

:(

I haven't broken.

...yet.

I'm NOT gonna break.

I'm gonna SEE this HELL through.

>:(

So, so long, my social life.

Hello, books and panda-eyes.

* the furniture pics I got from a friend. Nice, no? :)

Drought

I faced a drought all last week.

Didn't spot him anywhere... and apparently missed him when I went home earlier once. :(

I was sick, and wanted something to cheer me up... and he always does put a smile on my face (albeit a hidden one).

The drought ended yesterday night. :) And the BEST part is, it was totally unexpected.

The best way to find treasures are stumbling into them. :)

Here's to hoping another happy accident will happen today. :D

P.S. PRAY for me. EXAM IS TOMORROW.

Jyu Oh Sei

Thor.

Jyu Oh Sei... only 11 episodes; short and sweet. I was trying to find the 12th and then found out it was only till the 11th. Guh.

The ending was nice though, the twist on Thor I kinda expected, but about Third's erm, truth I didn't expect. :)

I didn't like Tiz and I didn't like her fate either. :(

Not bad an anime, but nothing that special either.

...I LOVE how Thor turns out though. Heh heh.

Okay, back to studying... :(

Guardian Angel

Dear Guardian Angel of mine,

Will the sky be light tomorrow?

Will the weather be warm tomorrow?

Will I see him tomorrow?

Will I be glad tomorrow?

Will I be rid of this unease tomorrow?

....

.......

............

Guardian Angel : Will you FINALLY get down to STUDYING tomorrow? Or, preferably, NOW?



TT_TT



....meanie.

Annual 'Event'

I fell sick. Every year, around this time, I seem to fall really ill; like down-and-out with a mind-numbing fever and a burning body. This year didn't let me down either. >:(

Last weekend, I went home. On Friday, to be precise. My throat was already feeling skritchy then, but hey, I decided it was a minor thing.

Then the bomb dropped on Saturday.

Boy, I woke up Staurday with a mild fever. It quickly rose, and landed me unconcious on the bed for almost the whole day. By the time I woke up, it was late evening and I could only whisper. That's how bad it became. :(

My mum convinced me (I didn't want to go) to see a doctorthat night; so we went to the emergency department at a hospital nearby, since it was around 9pm. LOL, I was like, "The ER? O.O What ever FOR??"

They took my BP with an automated machine which, I swear, almost twisted my arm off. Stupid thing. Then the doctor took a quick look and prescribed me some antibiotics (Augmentin) and some anti-inflammatory lozenges, which by the way, are green and tastes ABSOLUTELY YUCKY.

I got the shock of my life when I saw the bill; freaking RM98.50!! The bloody meds cost Rm63 and the damn consultation was RM30!! What the hell?? Now I understand the saying I heard, "These days it's better to die than get well..." The thought of the bill alone will kill the patient, no need the dangerous chemo and what-nots! =_______=

So I went back to uni, and on Sunday, I was croaking like a landed old crow. =___= Amused a friend till she cried. My fever rose till I felt delirious at night, till I remember waking up at 6am and popping in a Panadol in hopes it'll go down and grabbed a cloth-wrapped piece of ice to melt on my forehead. Then I got a little worried and flipped through the S&S for malaria and dengue, just to prove my fears wrong. After being bitten by mozzies so much till I practically NUKE my room before I sleep in it and hope I survive the fumes, of course there was that tiny nagging fear they might have gotten to me anyways. So of course I had to check. So joint pains, no rash. All clear. I hope. =____=

Now, my fever is almost totally gone and my throat is much better, only that it's easily itchy. So I dry-cough every time I talk or breathe through my mouth. I still have some lozenges left. YUCK.

My nose is threatening to misbehave too, so I'm keeping an eye on it.

I HAVEN'T HAD COFFEE SINCE THIS STARTED. I. WANT. COFFEE.

Exams are NEXT FREAKING WEEK, and I haven't finished studying.

TT_TT OH WOE IS ME...

Till next time, wish me luck.

Avatar

Hmm.

For lack of things to post, I shall reveal my latest addiction.

I am addicted to.....

Avatar : The Last Airbender

Meet Aang, the 12-year old savior-of-the-world.

This series is light-hearted, simple, yet entertaining. Their charcacters are fresh, and less-angsty than the usual anime characters I'm accustomed to. Aang, Katara, Zuko, and even the non-bender Sokka are quite agile and not at all helpless, something I appreciate. The graphics are clean and bright, and the storylines are varied in nature. :) The stories are meaningful and simple. I don't think I can describe them well enough to do them justice; you'll have to watch them yourself. :p

I especially like the episode where many short stories based on each character were featured; I think Iroh's story was the saddest one of all. :( I like Iroh; I think he is a good teacher and a great source of inspiration, advice and laughs. He also makes great tea! :)

Iroh, the Dragon of the West.

Avatar spans 3 seasons; Book 1 of Water, Book 2 of Earth, and Book 3 of Fire. All in all, 61 episodes. They air on Nickelodeon.

They have light moments...

Aang, Katara(bottom left), and Sokka(bottom right).

...and serious ones as well.

Left to right : Toph, Aang, Sokka, Katara.

As you watch through the seasons, you watch Aang and Co. grow and mature, through heartaches, sorrow and joy. And the battle scenes are cool too! :) Zuko's the perfect, persistent, conflicted anti-hero that you never want to have at your heels. >_<" He's also damn lucky to have such a caring uncle as Iroh.

Guess what?

July 2010. WHY-FREAKING-JULY-2010??!

I. Can't. Wait. TvT

The actor for Aang is a cute 12-year old (they got the age right) unknown, Noah Ringer. Nicola Peltz will fill in for Katara while Jackson Rathbone plays her brother, Sokka.

Btw, Mr. Rathbone played Jasper Hale in Twilight. I cannot imagine the pale-skinned, laid-back vampire becoming the tanned, clumsy, complaining Sokka. O.o

I guess stage makeup really is magic. :p

So, thanks to the cruel trailers, I will have to patiently wait for next year. ;D

Belugas

Remember the beluga whale blowing bubbles?

I choose you! Bubble Attack!

Here they are! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCAUleX5h8A

SO. CUTE.

Bubble

I just learnt today that blood can 'boil'. (O.o)

It's when scuba divers rise too rapidly from the deep sea that the gases in their blood form bubbles, and voila, 'boiling blood'! Creepily cool.

But then again, it'll be mighty painful... So, to all you scuba divers out there, ASCEND SLOWLY please. If you do panic and rise rapidly anyway, do it somewhere near the hospital where I will be at; at least I'll be able to see you and learn about decompression sickness first-hand. I mean, if it's gonna happen to you and you can't avoid it, my as well get some benefit out of it, right? ;p

I'll be ever so thankful. :p

Speaking of bubbles, I had a rotten start to this day... BUT was kinda cured in the library.


It's all about location, location, location.



.... and the company beside you. ;D

Beluga bubbles!

Yay me. LOL.

Black Frames

I'm in the library now.

So is Pretty Eyes.

Pretty Eyes wears glasses.

...chomel.

LOL. >///<

Lifesize

Lifesize

we stood so tall

we caught a plane

by the wing and held it safe

until we found it a place to land

we laid across the ocean wide,

bridged the gap in record time,

the people traveled across

and kissed our hands

all for love,

we become

larger than lifesize, wondersome

great in the eyes of someone

larger than lifesize we become,

great in the eyes of someone

we smiled so bright

the sun went down

rose above

the maddening crowd

we lit the streets

with the sweetest glow

we held the globe

and made it turn

wandered through the universe

the men of science observed

through telescopes

all for love,

we become

larger than lifesize, wondersome

great in the eyes of someone

larger than lifesize we become,

great in the eyes of someone

larger than lifesize, we become

larger than lifesize, we become,

great in the eyes of someone

~A Fine Frenzy~

The best song to listen to when you want to feel like a superhero. ;D

Zombie No More

I had CSU today. =) And I was lucky to get Dr. Hla. She's so sweet. =)

Finally, I broke the string of being zombie-like in CSUs!

My SP was Eugene; he's an old pro. Hell, he knew more than us. =_=" And he cracked jokes, which was good, 'cos some SPs lie there like a dead fish/living doll while we poke at them, and well, I'd take Eugene over those SPs anyday.

So my CSU was a completely relaxed session today, a VERY GOOD THING. =) I approve of the Dr.Hla+SP Eugene combination. Thank you, my lucky stars. =)

Oh, and yesterday when I was using the uni's computers, and I had a very nice seat. =) There was this good-looking Korean dude sitting opposite me and Pretty Eyes was sitting behind me. =D

Hey, I do notice the people around me okay? =)

...and gloat when the eyecandies are delish~ Hee hee.

One Cell In The Sea

I finally managed to aquire it. =)

As London would say, Yay for me! TTvTT

Breathe, Don't Hyperventilate

Respiration system Week starts today. =( It started with Embryology, my favourite subject.

Whee. Yay.

So, to make up for a lack of content in this post, smile over this. I know I did. =)

Good day, folks.