Ice Cream~

Got a freebie today~ ♥


Thankies~ ♥♥ *yays*

Addicted

Lalaith.

I want to hear more.

Lalaith.

I'm addicted now.

Lalaith.

And you let me listen to more than that too.

Oh, nîn lalaith,

....oh, nîn lalaith,

........oh, nîn lalaith.



...and to that question, hell yeah, of course! lol~

Clear Skies

This is how I feel today~ ♥

One of the better days~~ Wasn't too slow in the mornings, got to do some stuff, and had a nice, no-pressure ending to the day (Thanks, Dr. Ivan~).


And some doctors really do look like this. XD *yay life♥*

Now my goal is to locate moar~♥. They're even better if they're charming, smart, cheerful & eager to teach you~

Haha, and study as well, of course.

How can I call myself a girl if I can't multi-task? XD XD ♥

Black Clouds

Feel quite apathetic now. A lil' dejected.

Today was dull & slow compared to yesterday. I feel like we accomplished more yesterday.

I want to do more. I want to see more.

I don't want to come off as overzealous. Maybe I care too much?

I feel a bit washed out near the evenings. But still wanna do more, accomplish more. 'Cause I feel like an insect, a ghost when consultations/discussions/procedures happen.

Insignificant. Stupid.

Plus, he wasn't very cheerful today. I was counting on his cheerfulness for an 'energy' boost. An inspiration, to end a lagging day. Ah, well. He did have a nice red shirt on. Suits him. :)

Shouldn't let such things affect me so. I gotta be more 'independent'. I gotta read up. I gotta liveeatbreathe at the hospital.

It sounds so... lonely.

Maybe I'm yearning for my ashke. Or an ashke.

Maybe I'm burning out. And it's not even Friday yet, goddammit.




The Hanged Man. That's what I feel like now.

Suspended. Stilled.

I hope I can break out of this mood. I will. I have to.

But for now... I shall go, sit, ponder and listen to One Republic's Goodbye Apathy.

Just for awhile, ...just for awhile.

Hormones

2nd week of Endo ended. It's mainly DMs, DMs, & more DMs.

My team is really nice; both Registrars & the Resident. The consultants who I've met are cool too; one's really laidback. *stamp of approval* Lol, he's already charmed my partner. XD

And I got a new eyecandy~ He's so sweet~ >w<

So watch your sugars! XD & Happy Chinese New Year!!