Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hopelessly HeartSick


I saw you today.


A breath of pure oxygen,
Laced with adrenaline.


I drank you in.
Marvelling at the way you fill me up.
I took you in.
Easing that unrealised craving at the bottom of my heart.

I agree with Edward;
YOU are my own personal drug.
I can't help it.
Like a chain-smoker pulling in a long drag.

You make my heart stop;
You make it beat again, in hyperdrive.
It's a exhilarating rush.
It's a sudden, special high.

You make my heart smile foolishly.
You make my heart ache.

You make me confused.
You make me ache.

You fill me with longing.
You fill me with an ache.

It's aching.
Aching,
Aching,
Aching.

Dull.

Painful.

The tears won't come;
Should I cry at all?
You create new feelings,
I never knew before.

Now I realise;
That I had erred.
Thinking that distance,
would make this feeling fade.

'Cos with only one glance,
You remind me.
I had never forgotten.
Nor had I healed.

For I am still
Hopelessly Heart-sick for you.

=(

Dammit.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Perforated Heart

Is this a sign from you, oh god?

I'm kinda stunned and in disbelief now...

Why? WHY?



Please let it not be true.... =(

Monday, April 20, 2009

Claire De Lune


Moonlight
.


That's the theme for my uni's Ball this year. In French, it mean moonlight.Yes, Debussy wrote a similarly named piece which is featured in Twilight. =)

The Ball was yesterday night, and I had fun. =) Congrats and thanks to the committee! Took many pictures with many people and they were all so good-looking(girls and guys)! So different from their usual attire in uni! I wanted to put some temporary tattoos on the side of my face, 'cos I thought it would be cool and different as my dress was kinda plain, but decided not to at the last minute. =p All I did stick on my face was some small shiny studs at the side of my eye. That led to some people asking me why I was 'crying'. =_=" Yeah, very funny, guys.

I didn't bring my camera, 'cos I figured that loads of other people would lug theirs along, and theirs would be better than mine. I was right. Hehe. Saved me the task of carrying extra weight around that night. =p So now I have to go around reaping what I 'sowed' yesterday night. =D

I also grabbed the opportunity to take as many pictures with as many people I could find. They're all dispersing soon, to places where I might not meet them again, so yeah, this was my last cahnce. =( Hell, I even grabbed some people I didn't know well and took pictures with them too. LOL.

I maybe might be posting some pictures when I get them. =) Let's see how it goes. No promises.

Well, this Ball was fun, but I want the next one I attend, which probably will be the one when I'm in Sem 5, to be The Bomb. =) Extra incentive to stay healthy and tone up, LOL.

But first, I gotta survive the incoming War. The results for my summative was better than I dreaded, so I WANT to keep it that way.

Tick tock, m'dear. Tick Tock.


I like this picture. That's a pink cupcake at the lower right corner, yo.

Here I go. =)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Hunting

I tell you, I'm an Addict.

Once I get intrigued & hooked on something, boy, can I stick to it like a burr!

And when I don't get my fill of it, I undergo some serious withdrawal effects. T_T Can't concentrate much on other, more vital stuff (LIKE STUDYING, DAMMIT HOMOSAPIEN)

Now it's taking ages to load the Facebook page; I think a pregnant woman would've delivered twins and still the page would still be loading. Why???? I want to catch more mice!!! Gyaaah!


Got this from a website that features non-lethal mousetraps. Very cool looking ones. =)

"...Mice?" you ask. Yes, MICE. 'Cause I'm hooked to MouseHunt, people. It's... well, intriguing? I caught 4 mice so far. Haha! So go and try it, it's a Facebook application.

Other than my recent rodent trapping fascination, I was reintroduced to the stress of RO.

This is me. :p

My previous characters have never passed level 30 before. Sad, I know. Now, under lots of guidance and help from my cousin & sister, I've passed that stage and so much more!!! I've even been reborned! O.O TvT So, being more used to running away and being chased by weak monsters, I can finally whup their butts to high heaven! Whee~! XD

Then again, now I'm being chased by stronger monsters so the senario hasn't changed much... but that's why you have your sister to tank you! (Gosh, I'm worthless... I love you, sister mine) While she distracts the enemy, which could be a green blob with a sweet face and a beansprout on its head, I will manage to get in some really cool-looking attacks which will hopefully kill the thing but most probably will blind me too, and that's when another green blob will sneak behind and bounce me dead.

Oh, the stress comes when the three of us teamed up to take on the summoned Big Bosses. This is what you call cari pasal. =_=" Me being the wizard, at least I get to hang back. But I'm not fast enough with my backup attacks... and all three of us lack computer mice sommore... So, with my cousin yelling for support, I get really flustered and end up using wrong attacks or slow in attacking or even attacking the wrong area or getting killed. Usually it's the latter. =_="

Sorry Kor. >.<"
(Okay the Facebook page is up... FINALLY. Oh, no. Now it's redirecting....)

But I gotta admit it was really really fun and exhilarating when we rained attacks on the Big Boss; the two of them keeping it off-balance with their super fast attacks and me at the back with my super slow but screen-blinding attacks. Heh heh!

And to twist the knife, now I can't connect to the RO server. Why???


Gaaaah... withdrawal effects!!!

And I'm also pining for Yui's latest song... Again which is the OP for FMA2 and Khalil Fong's songs. T_T

Jeez. And there my Hemato & GI notes sit, patiently collecting dust. T_T I gotta study some tonight...

6 WEEKS TO SUMMATIVE

...on a lighter but no less excruciating note, the ice rose is still untouchable. And its beauty is driving me mad with longing. (So what if I'm dramatic and vague.. >:p) Sigh. It's killing me, really. Part of me hopes it'll fade, but another hopes it will bloom.

Oh. And of the Vaio I put up, I don't think I'll get it. I need a bigger screen; with that one so small, I'd be wearing coke-bottle glasses in the end and be trying to shove in plate-thick contacts and poke myself blind. I have enough trouble as it is with my existing ones. Gah.

Okay. If you did keep up with me til the end here, thanks and congratulations. LOL.

And Facebook is STILL redirecting, btw.

6 WEEKS TO SUMMATIVE

So get a move on, homosapien.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Garnet Red

Nice?

I thought so.

:)

Metal Armed Chibi

I love you Studio Bones.

Seriously, for what you did. I love ya.


FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST IS BACK!!!



The chibi & his armoured bro.

HAHA, I CAN'T WAIT!!! >v<


Now, if only Ouran would be as lucky....