The Bestest Day of Every Year

29th June 2008....


It's my birthday today!

*dance dance* *dance dance*

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If you really look back and think, actually Life is a gift, the greatest and highest gift our parents gave us. No matter if it ain't perfect; so what if you're not-so-tall and you're never reaching your ideal weight... Life is great and I plan to keep it that way!

So, so long teenager! I'm gonna step forward into another phase of Life; while crossing my fingers hoping that'll Life be kind to me. =) Well, I hope I can 'grow up'... me, who scored near 90++% in the peterpan-complex section in a quiz before... but that just means I haven't lost my imaginivity, right??? Is there such a word..?

Face the future with a grin and open arms; loads are waiting for me! Mistakes and stumbles galore, but many other nice things too! (Yep, I'm very cheerful today...)

Like Master Wu Guai said -and I love this quote-

" The past is history, and the future a mystery, but today... today is a gift. That's why they call it the present."

=D

So omedetto, you crazy-half-past-three homo sapien. You've survived another year. Here's to many more to come!!! =D

* BIG SHOUTOUT TO ALL OTHER HOMOSAPIENS -AHEM AHEM WENDY AHEM- WHO ARE BORN ON THIS DAY TOO!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Broken

Go away broken heart there's no more space for your anger, no longer

Go away endless tears I've no patience for your sadness, I couldn't care less

Go away far from here take all your belongings

Run as fast as you can, you won't see me crying

Go away loneliness please stop yelling my name out loud, you're not allowed

Go away wasted dreams you're never welcomed in my head, my mind's set

Go away far from here can't stand you beside me

Run as fast as you can and don't look back at me

After all those times, breathing for him

After all those lies, coming from him

After all those nights, unbelieving

After all those why's, why didn't I see?

He's not meant for me

Go away desperation now's the time to leave me alone on my own

Go away all regrets I never want to see you again, it's your end

Go away far from here and back to where you come from

Run as fast as you can away from my home

After all those times, breathing for him

After all those lies, coming from him

After all those nights, unbelieving

After all those why's, why did I fall?

Why couldn't I know?

Why didn't I see?

Why of why did I love him?

After all those times, now I feel better

After all those lies, I've no more anger

After all those nights, I've stopped to wonder

After all those why's, I've learnt to let go

I have let him go

Anggun - Go

Do you know the feeling? The confidence and hope bubbling in your chest when you walk in, that still remains after you put down your pen. The hope and belief that you've finally made it, that you did it!

All drains away... like the warmth fading away from a corpse.

Then you just feel... lost.

Sick & Tired

I'm losing my steam... I'm just so sick and tired of studying... but I have to.

Dammit.

What The-?

I was burning the midnight oil with my notes on my right and my lappie online on my left. After awhile, in between surfing and memorizing stuff, I got a nagging feeling. And I realised something was missing. I touched my nose.

" ...Where's my glasses?"

HOMG. D:> What the hell...? I don't remember taking 'em off... and yet as I patted the front of my face, it ain't there. HOMG. I freaked out a little; I mean I don't wanna misplace it somewhere only to stomp on it while searching for that light, frail hooligan! Gyaaargh!

Later I found it on the table about 1 metre from where I was studying. Hooo boy. My memory sucks.... My exam papers are doomed... May as well just burn 'em. T_T

Does this sort of thing happen to you?

T_T

Tragedy

A good friend of mine recently lost a loved one. It happened so suddenly and left virtually everyone reeling with shock, whether we knew the desceased or not. I am one of the latter people and still it was a shock to me, for it was so unexpected. I worry for my friend and her family, for what could be worse than losing someone you love?

But what do you say? What do you do? I truly do not know.

I can never truly say that "I understand," for I don't, and I never will, for I believe everyone goes through a different kind of pain and sorrow when losing a loved one, be it a mother, father, sibling, lover, and so on. I may be able to imagine my friend's pain, but I will never know it. So I cannot, and could not, say "I understand," to her. Instead, I said, "Be strong." I do not know if it was the right thing to say. Thinking back now, perhaps I should have said, "You aren't alone," to her. Should I? I really do not know. Feeling helpless and undecided like this really gnaws at me. Frustrates me. I mean, what kind of a friend am I?? I can't even comfort a friend in distress! T_T

I'm so sorry for your loss. ='(

I did not say much; I just didn't know what to say. I'm so sorry. I just hope that my presence and hugs I gave did give some comfort, no matter how brief or little.

My friend and her family handled this tragedy with such grace and strength. I was truly amazed, for I have never seen anyone mourn so deeply, yet with such quiet dignity. My heart goes out to you, my dear, and your family. I cannot offer you anything else but know that I'm here for you, as are many many more, and we are all praying for you and your loved one's departed soul.

May her soul rest in peace.

Of Hunks and Bishounens and Lame Excuses

Joyce tagged me to list my top 10 famous hunks and post a pic of them each. (And I want to see her do that too. Hopefully soon. =p Okays, joyce?)

Thing is, I'm having a lot of difficulty in collecting the nominees..... although I have searched and searched and searched till I got dehydrated... Wait a minute, you say. Difficulty in checking out members of the opposite sex? Oh-Am-Gee don't tell me she's- NO I AM NOT, I AM SO DAMN STRAIGHT. It's just that I can't seem to find hunks worthy enough to fill up my list! (But I'm having fun... XD) Sure I chose a few, but it ain't enough; guess I'm picky. Looks like this'll take awhile... (I'm not giving up!)

Hehe... and I'm not complaining. =D

So I was thinking, why not prolong this 'torture'? LOL =p I mean, my blog's kinda lifeless recently... (Oh the lame excuses...) So...

Why not expand this Hunk Tag to cover more erm, ....genres? LOL. I'm so greedy.

So maybe I'll start the top 10 bishounen-villians list or the top 10 bishounen-heroes list or something. >:D

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INITIATING PROJECT (UNNAMED, FOR NOW) ...

See you soon. >:D Mwrah-haha...

Jenova's Child

I recently managed to watch Final Fantasy : Advent Children in english, although just halfway... Now I finally understand what they were talking about. The one I have doesn't have any subtitles and it is in japanese. =p I'll try to get one with english subtitles later, I guess. Cloud's eyes are so so blue. *stares* =D

Behind Blue Eyes...

Quick, before the fangirls sees these gorgeous pair of orbs and rampage!

Kadaj sounded whiny. =_=" I prefer the japanese seiryuu's voice.

Yazoo sounded like... he wasn't straight. =___=" *speechless*

Anyways, I saw all of Spethiroth's scenes.... Yatta! =D

I love his voice! And boy was he evil!

Kneel. I want you to beg for forgiveness.

(so he says to Cloud...)

Me : I kneel! I KNEEL!!!!

He's hawt. One of my favourite bishounen villains. XD Mineee, all MIINEEE!!!!