Sick & Tired

I'm losing my steam... I'm just so sick and tired of studying... but I have to.

Dammit.

What The-?

I was burning the midnight oil with my notes on my right and my lappie online on my left. After awhile, in between surfing and memorizing stuff, I got a nagging feeling. And I realised something was missing. I touched my nose.

" ...Where's my glasses?"

HOMG. D:> What the hell...? I don't remember taking 'em off... and yet as I patted the front of my face, it ain't there. HOMG. I freaked out a little; I mean I don't wanna misplace it somewhere only to stomp on it while searching for that light, frail hooligan! Gyaaargh!

Later I found it on the table about 1 metre from where I was studying. Hooo boy. My memory sucks.... My exam papers are doomed... May as well just burn 'em. T_T

Does this sort of thing happen to you?

T_T

Tragedy

A good friend of mine recently lost a loved one. It happened so suddenly and left virtually everyone reeling with shock, whether we knew the desceased or not. I am one of the latter people and still it was a shock to me, for it was so unexpected. I worry for my friend and her family, for what could be worse than losing someone you love?

But what do you say? What do you do? I truly do not know.

I can never truly say that "I understand," for I don't, and I never will, for I believe everyone goes through a different kind of pain and sorrow when losing a loved one, be it a mother, father, sibling, lover, and so on. I may be able to imagine my friend's pain, but I will never know it. So I cannot, and could not, say "I understand," to her. Instead, I said, "Be strong." I do not know if it was the right thing to say. Thinking back now, perhaps I should have said, "You aren't alone," to her. Should I? I really do not know. Feeling helpless and undecided like this really gnaws at me. Frustrates me. I mean, what kind of a friend am I?? I can't even comfort a friend in distress! T_T

I'm so sorry for your loss. ='(

I did not say much; I just didn't know what to say. I'm so sorry. I just hope that my presence and hugs I gave did give some comfort, no matter how brief or little.

My friend and her family handled this tragedy with such grace and strength. I was truly amazed, for I have never seen anyone mourn so deeply, yet with such quiet dignity. My heart goes out to you, my dear, and your family. I cannot offer you anything else but know that I'm here for you, as are many many more, and we are all praying for you and your loved one's departed soul.

May her soul rest in peace.

Of Hunks and Bishounens and Lame Excuses

Joyce tagged me to list my top 10 famous hunks and post a pic of them each. (And I want to see her do that too. Hopefully soon. =p Okays, joyce?)

Thing is, I'm having a lot of difficulty in collecting the nominees..... although I have searched and searched and searched till I got dehydrated... Wait a minute, you say. Difficulty in checking out members of the opposite sex? Oh-Am-Gee don't tell me she's- NO I AM NOT, I AM SO DAMN STRAIGHT. It's just that I can't seem to find hunks worthy enough to fill up my list! (But I'm having fun... XD) Sure I chose a few, but it ain't enough; guess I'm picky. Looks like this'll take awhile... (I'm not giving up!)

Hehe... and I'm not complaining. =D

So I was thinking, why not prolong this 'torture'? LOL =p I mean, my blog's kinda lifeless recently... (Oh the lame excuses...) So...

Why not expand this Hunk Tag to cover more erm, ....genres? LOL. I'm so greedy.

So maybe I'll start the top 10 bishounen-villians list or the top 10 bishounen-heroes list or something. >:D

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INITIATING PROJECT (UNNAMED, FOR NOW) ...

See you soon. >:D Mwrah-haha...

Jenova's Child

I recently managed to watch Final Fantasy : Advent Children in english, although just halfway... Now I finally understand what they were talking about. The one I have doesn't have any subtitles and it is in japanese. =p I'll try to get one with english subtitles later, I guess. Cloud's eyes are so so blue. *stares* =D

Behind Blue Eyes...

Quick, before the fangirls sees these gorgeous pair of orbs and rampage!

Kadaj sounded whiny. =_=" I prefer the japanese seiryuu's voice.

Yazoo sounded like... he wasn't straight. =___=" *speechless*

Anyways, I saw all of Spethiroth's scenes.... Yatta! =D

I love his voice! And boy was he evil!

Kneel. I want you to beg for forgiveness.

(so he says to Cloud...)

Me : I kneel! I KNEEL!!!!

He's hawt. One of my favourite bishounen villains. XD Mineee, all MIINEEE!!!!